Excerpt: "Intent"

Ted kneeled at my feet and took my hands. “Your wish is my command,” he kissed my hands.

            “I leave myself into your hands,” I said. I don’t know why I said that, but I knew I wanted more than just plain simple vanilla sex. Yeah, I knew enough to know what that was. It’s not bad sex, but I always desired something more. I’ve had vanilla sex most of my life and sex with Harry, was rough to say the least.

            He took my face in his hands. “Mistress,” he said. “Please, let me call you that.”

            “Why?”

            “Because I want to be your sub, at least for now,” he said. “Let me.”

            “Yes, my pet,” I smiled. Something I remembered from my favorite book. I was in the middle of my own erotica novel and this was much better than any fantasy that led my own hands to wander.

            He grinned as he stood up in one graceful motion. I bet he’s had a lot of practice on that one, but it was very sexy.

            “Lie on the bed,” I said.

            He lay down on the bed and I couldn’t help but noticed how his erection pressed hard against this leather pants, just waiting to burst. I straddled his body as I placed his hands over his head. I leaned down and breathed him in. I ran my tongue down the small line of hair that ran down his chest. I ran my hands over his nipples and then removed his leather vest. I was about to pull off my sweatshirt when I looked down at his beautiful face. His blue eyes gleamed as he looked up at me. “Mistress?”

            “Undress me,” I said. I could see that he desperately needed to please me and I was happy to oblige. I needed some pleasure.

            “Mistress, may I?”

            “Please,” I said. “Undress me.”

            He ran his hands over my chest and slowly sat up. He pulled my shirt over my head and smiled when he noticed my breasts staring back at him. I never thought they were my best feature, but he seemed to be mesmerized by them. He placed his hand on both breasts and lightly pinched my nipples. He leaned up and pressed his mouth against my nipples as he bit gently.

            I ran my hands down to his zipper on his pants. I couldn’t wait to release the erection from those tight leather pants. I placed my hand around his shaft as I pressed my mouth against his mouth.

            He ran his hands over my hips and slid down my sweat pants. He looked up at me and gazed in my eyes. “May I touch you, Mistress?”

            “Not yet, my pet,” I smiled. I hope he knew I was playing with him. I could play into his fantasy, too. I just hoped that he knew it was just a game for the bedroom and nothing else. I pushed him to lie down and I moved my mouth down his chest. I couldn’t wait but I wanted to linger on his beautiful chest. He tasted so delicious that I wanted to savor every inch of his body. I pulled down his leather pants and threw them on the floor. I looked at the beauty of his erection and how I longed for it. It had been so long that I had healthy sex but I definitely did not want vanilla sex. If this was going to be … anything better than abusive sex, or boring sex, I wanted to savor it. I wanted to savor him. I wrapped my hands around him firmly and rubbed him gently as I ran my tongue around the head of his cock. I couldn’t believe how delicious he was. Clean, sweet, musky tasting. I was never into oral stimulation but I couldn’t resist. I could feel his body tense up as he swelled in my mouth.

            “Oh, fuck,” I swear I heard him mutter. I looked up and could see his hands grasping at the comforter. I slowly ran my tongue down his shaft. I think he wanted to take control and I … though I liked my control, I wanted him to take over. I ran my mouth back up to his stomach. My eyes met his as I kissed his mouth hard and passionately. His tongue hit the back of my throat as he rolled me over. He continued to kiss me as he ran his hands over my breasts. I closed my eyes as I felt his tongue run itself down my body. I knew where he was going and I was glad to let him take the lead but he stopped. Then, he sat up suddenly.

            “Ted?”

            “I can’t do this,” he said.